Although you want to be thought of as an individual, you bear in your makeup the thoughts of a culture you can’t shake. Why? Every counterculture has also permeated your being. Rejecting is often a matter of accepting.
Is there no escape? Is there no place to go mentally or physically that doesn’t already bear the stamp of the past and pose the threat of addictive aphorisms? With 100 billion predecessor humans, you might not have much hope of truly becoming that “special one,” someone without aphorisms jumping synapses.
Maybe life isn’t about “choices” in general, but about choices for or against sutra. Certainly, conscious life has that struggle against inculcated values and life lessons.
In the meantime, as you, in Bradley’s metaphor, go hunting with a fishing hook, I wish you good luck in overcoming your sutra addiction.